FOR A BRAND NEW START

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I'M GOING TO LEAVE ALL MY WORRIES N STRESS BEHIND HERE..

TIME TO MOVE ON TO THE WORK FORCE...
I'M NOT 100% SURE I CAN GRAD. BUT EVEN NOT, I WILL GO PART TIME AND WORK..

UNCERTAINTIESSSSSS =((

Thoughts - Exams

its over and done with for now but i dunno will it be for good

i seriously dunno y did i spend so many days and nites studying ending up sleepin at 5am and waking up at 10am with pimples popping out endlessly. YET, my mind can simply blank out during the paperss... i reallie dunno why...

i told myself i probably get too stressed up.
i know its all excuses.
i cant say i studied extremely hard but i wont say i did study hard with much effort.
every now and then, i just cant helping tinkin back bout the papers flipping through the notes and finding out more mistakes... its reallie demoralising...

i'm reallie not into tis kinda structure.. i really tink 100%exam based is too shitty-ly tough.
mayb some might say " u just nv study hard enuff"
or
some might say " u nv put in more effort"

but i must they shld reallie take a look at the papers... i guess uol peeps would understand how it feel to get strive for the 34!!! i cant afford to go back again.. the passing mark is increasing to 40 and the papers each years are gettin tougher. but i dun wish to grad with just normal deg without hons. i would probably still choose the latter..

lost, demoralized, speechless, dead shit

weeks of mac value lunch n mc cafe did not pay off for today's paper

i did past years paper and i thot everything was ok.
but
the moment i open today's question booklet.
i got stunn-ed for like dunno how long

not a single part and question which i know how to do..
i dunno why

its damn demoralizing i swear..

i know i gg to fail it paper terribly..



lost.

My LOOTS and I

my model tee is here... =))
it is nice!! but a big too over-sized for me...
still no sign of my bunny tee... emailed the organiser n yet to receive any reply from her.. i hope my bunny tank is not lost...



with white shorts


with black shorts

and

denim shorts

and i got myself a 2 for $20 cuff-ed shorts from cotton on...

studyin today with my guy.. he study his stuff while i tried vv hard to study mine.. slightly better than ytd. but still... not good enuff...

i'm worried.... =((
i'm excited..... =))
and
i'm lost.... =((

i nv been to a proper interview.. i wonder wad they gonna ask mi and i'm tinking hard wad to dress up myself. i got no formal clothings.... i'm in deep shit...

I WANT TO BE FREE!!!!!



I DON'T WANT TO BE RAINY EVERY SINGLE MOMENT!!!



i swear i was darn tired today..

over wad?? I DONT KNOW!!!!.. til the extend, i was kinda angry with myself...
到底在累什么!!!

tue: slept ard 12 plus...
planned to wake up at 7 to do my last min read up. but i failed
wed: woke up at 8am.. go for my paper... home n slept at 12plus...
thur(today): woke up at 10plus.. off to tuition at 11 then to mac and study... but it was super not productive...

i feel not only lethargic but oso fatigue at the start of the day... i couldnt even finish one good chapter even after taking 15 mins power nap...ARGHHH~!!!! I DUNNO WHY... IT SHLDNT BE LIKE THAT!!!


ANGELS AND DEMONS

after my super NOT productive mugging at 7pm with bf...
even watching movie, i'm dread tired... i cant sit still for 1 min... but i managed to survive thru the movie knowing wad was happening..

its a nice movie.. something similiar to DA VINCI CODE...
i probably rate it 3.5/5


after 1 whole week or more of mc value lunch and mc cafe


i ended up with 2uclers on the gums, 2uclers on the lips and 1 uncler on the tongue...
effing PAIN!!!

i gotta ask mama to cook barley for mi tml.. and bring it out to drink instead of COKE, ICE LEMON TEA and MOCHA FRAPP!!!!

its study session tml again.. its gg to be a PRODUCTIVE one....

猜不透

猜不透
歌手：丁当
专辑：我爱上的


猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透


i love tis song..
its playing non-stop on my comp n phone =))

it's HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY

its happy mummy day ...
my family celebrated it last weekend.. it was definitely a right choice..

lunch-ed with bf n family at A.M.K to celebrate their mummy's day...


clare is super camera sensitive.. she actually turned n smile as fast as we lifted up the camera...
her daddy mummy both at south africa now... poor girl gotta stay with nanny.. =))


i must say she is not as lucky as justinboy.. she dun get to sit all tis kiddy rides... her papa doesnt allow... so today, there is a breakthrough for her.. hopefully, no one get reprimanded.. HAHAHAS

afterwhich, the bf n i went over to mac for a mini study session.. but Mr ZHI LIAN started his ZL sessions with my phone!!!! hahas.. AND..... i completed my mc cafe devotee card with a $2 off!!! =))

back home for dinner again... i swear i was freaking full. but no choice la.. mummy cooked a table of food for the preggy woman... preggy woman complainted dat she cant wear shorts, she gotta wear dresses.... mayb its the hot n humid wear, she got rashes... hahas..

2 more days to my paper... i'm getting a lil panicky...

its mc value lunch again tml... =((

i managed to find tis old herbal essences.... for onli $4!!!..
good thing is.. i can temporary say bye bye to oily hair.. i tried changing to elseeve and to sunsilk... super oily hair.. and i'm currently using johnson baby... BOO.... i still love herbal essence and it does not give me oily hair prob... =))


after watching 星光大道, i realised a lot of the contestants like to choose ALin's song.. i begin to love her songs...

here's one

Wo Hai Shi Bu Dong - aLin

aLin-我还是不懂

你走了 换一个寂寞 和我对坐
摇晃的 开着的门口 冷风来笑我
这一场 支离破碎的梦　
是不是你想要的结果
痛过 伤过 好过没爱过　
就是我现在的感受
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我站在你给的角落　
看透你虚假的温柔
我知道这一次 我还是不懂
你走吧 别又再回头 说你难过
这一次 不会再接受 廉价的笑容
这一场 支离破碎的梦　
是不是你想要的结果
痛过 伤过 好过没爱过　
就是我现在的感受
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我走到你给的尽头　
领悟你所谓的承诺
我知道为什么 从不说爱我
别再用那眼神看着我
让我走 不要再伤害我
还给你要的自由 是种解脱
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我站在你给的角落　
看透你虚假的温柔
我知道这一次 我还是不懂
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我走到你给的尽头　
领悟你所谓的承诺
我知道为什么
你从不说爱我