changed a new blog song....

yes again i changed my bloggy song.. i'm juz simply love tis song lo. haha dunno y oso... because of u...haha mayb its all because of u.. haha lame shit.. hee

dinner was great... hmm had crab.. but i still long for de one near my hse de.. but well de queue is juz simply too long. tink can fight wif donut factory lo. hmm

shock n stun!!!

i gt de biggest stunned in my whole life ytd.. reached vivo to meet de klass... they saw mi walkin towards them n all siam... i mean reallie siam into de toilet... n i seriously sense smth nt rite... yes nt rite.. den when i turn my head i saw ryan holdin flowers.. OMG lo i sense danger.. den he say" u ask mi y i always treat u so gd rite..... coz i like you...." stun i dunno wat to react.. i ask him to call de rest out of de toilet if nt ask them forever dun cum out...... pissed lo... all tact team lo.. n all claim its his own idea they knew nth until they board his car n saw de flowers... n i thot tis is v meng liao.. den he say got more meng one.. n i hurry say no nid la.. hahas.. den when xy came he told xy he wanna relieve his stress n he shouted so damn loudly liyen i like u la... at de same time i shouted AHHHHHHH to cover his.. but guess i lost.. de whole vivo balcony is like so damn alot ppl la... so paisei lo.. i reallie dunno how to react... n they kip askin mi to accept de flowers even like for frenz. but juz carryin it is like so wat lo... den nvm i take. if nt they refuse to go.... den dere we go for dinner at spizza.. i tink its v embarrassin for him too la.. n somemore i nv say much... n xy told mi he like mi for 3 yrs liao n bla bla bla la.. i juz dunno how to react... de sudden confess juz gave mi a big shock... i told *him bout it too.. see wat was his rection.. haha cool enuff... he was calm i suppose. hahas..

i dunno how to say bout its like out of a sudden thingy is juz so shockin ba i tink...
anyway thanks ryan for de flowers.. its de 2nd bouqet i got in my whole life. both oso frm u.. 1st on my bday last yr n 2nd ytd.. haha both is sun flower. u like sunflower huh.. haha.. flowers is sweet but so nt practical too mi. coz it dun last. but still i appreciate.. haha...

A new song for my blog

数到五答应我 曹格

第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意

want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远

因为我 want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他

Thanks ppl!!!

Thanks ch for buyin cookies for mi to cheer mi up.. surprise mi at my store.. i was shock but i'm glad...
Thanks jul for de cap.. it was cute isnt it...
Thanks ryan for de retro toys.. its reallie retro tink i ate them once n played once when i was in P1 lo. haha.. thanks for de effort.. haha onli mama shop has it rite.. hee

n Thanks for waitin for mi to off work without bombin my hp for once... hahas supper was great.. suppose to go arab street but we ended up at newton .. reason being ryan lost his way n hence we landed up dere. haha... overall it was enjoyable.. hee... jay saw them waitin for mi n said they were real gd to wait for mi off work.. n said i'm like queen.. haha yes lo.. but i tink princess sound nicer.. haha queen like a bit old..wahaha..and he joined he tried .........


work ytd was alrite lo... stand at junior.. well junior hit target.. haha i'm glad.. hee.. keep tellin father i can close my junior section liao.. haha.. but well i'm seriously after they put mi under junior for long. i reallie wan my $50 cashierin to covermy $49 shortage. wahaha... kena con by them ask mi mon n tue go back work.. tio combo la.. how to run... sad.... n they kip askin mi bout gina i reallie dunno wat to do lo... nt like i reallie know wats happenin..


klass meetin up today for dinner n movie. but i skip de movie. i felt i nid to study first den go out play... cannot play play play onli.. yup... so ya here i am at hm lo.. sad.. but ya.. oh ya n lk ytd suggested bladin today la i'm so so so dyin of bladin.. but i gotta control after my exams ba... haiz..

goin to dine at spizza i'm lookin forward.. haha nv tried before... i'm a easily contented yet not so ger.. haha...

hmm i always wonder y do u seems to care n yet dun reallie care.. when i juz put i sad , u seems concern to ask mi wat happen but yet after a few sentences u stop.. hmmm so mayb i shld tell u now i dun nid u anymore.. i realie dun nid u anymore....

SAD SAD SAD!!! DISAPPOINTED!!!

i'm a careless lil ger who always make mistake... clumsy lil ger who always get bruises.. n gan chiong spider.. hmm hahas.

damn sad la.. got shortage today.. its not 10 not 20 but 49.. wah.. stupid nets le.. hmm.. well nt so concern bout de $$ but i gotta start frm 0 again slowly climb up to 10 if nt i will nv near my cashier comfirmation... haha haiz.. y so so so so careless le.. hmmm.... sad.. ch send mi n gina back today.. told him bout de shortage say i stupid... dotz.. but reallie la stupid lo.. tat y make mistake.. hahas... den he say i muz b cursin de person badly.. well.. i replied no le i nv curse.. den he say cannot b see my pattern. den i tink twice n tink back hmm reallie le how cum i nv curse de person ar so nt mi. so hahas i add on n curse de person but well i know its my fault.. hee so learn frm mistake like wat ryan says... juz a lil disappointed. but i'm okie.hahaz still laughin my way thru.. workin tml again... i wanna b cashier time pass faster n no nid serve.. but hor..haha i'm afraid.. haha .. thanks those tryin to cheer mi up .ahah.. i'm seriously okie ar..

i miss blading. i wanna go bladin badly.. hmmm... i feel so happy bladin lo... yes i am....
i'm tired.. had dinner wif sis n bro in law n guess wat. while watchin tv i fell aslp la.. i was nt even lyin down but sittin upright on de chair n i fell aslp.. haha i tink i'm reallie tired.. my mommy like to ask mi qn while i'm slpin.. so as usual today she ask mi if wanna buy mi breakfast n i said okie. n guess wat i go work n she called mi ask mi whr am i.. haha kena lo. hee.. den i say aiya everytime ppl slp u wanna ask mi qn.. haha


i nif to start studyin badly.. but i'm so deprive of slp...

long long tiring day....

poor mi woke up darn early today coz got klass.. hmm marketing.. haiz.. well de lesson was alrite.. is de bus journey tat is torturin.. hmm i purposely set off early la.. but still late late late.. haiz i oso dunno y.. muz b those np student lo.. all take 74.. damn it.. make mi go a longer route to skool.... haiz.. den after skool gotta work.. thot i cld slack thru 2-6 but whu know... pattern alot la.. jx n hy couldnt make it last min cant blame them got skool ma.. den poor mi gotta extend til 8..hmm chandra ask if i can stay til 9.. i said no wifout any hesitation la. if i agree to stay til 9 he sure ask mi do til closin one lo. haha..

tml got skool again at 9am.. hmmm well well at least i haf short day.. til 12 n i can go home.. i seldom reach home early le.. feelin damn homesick.wahaha.. well sis msn mi tell mi bout de hokkaido trip. i asked her how much she said $2400 inclide 100% meal. but $2400 la.. i haven even recover my $2500 for my aust trip since sec 4. haha.. den she call back n ask dad. haha my dad is a dull person who doesnt travel n onli know genting. so well as expected she got turn down lo. haha so yar. she say she see how again. haha my sis is rich la willing to spend ...

klass suggested to meet up on sat again..hahas dinner at splitza n chillin out.. well.. i dunno if i can make it.. haha see how again lo.. most probably.. hmmm mayb like wat jul say he sense an aeroplane cumin along. haha..

i miss bladin.. but my legs are achin.. my muscles achin la.. reallie old liao. haha..

i nid motivation to study.. somebody pls pls pls....

blading was fun!!!

blading at east coast today is fun.. real fun damn fun.. i diffinitely had a great time wif them. haha n i tink is xy dat brings laughters.. haha overall i enjoyed myself.. but i'm feelin guilty for nt studyin whr everyone is actually chiong-ing. i nid to settle down n study.. somebody pls help mi.. haiz. sad

i found a new hobby yes its bladin. so hmm shld i get a skate instead of de psp.. hmmm tinkin.. well i'm tired la.. tml got skool n work.. shagged..

i'm lazy to blog.. update some other time ba

HAPPY

i'm happy today.. hahas...

why each time when i attempt to shake u off my mind u always somehow chat wif mi.. n i gotta start all over again... u know i couldnt avoid u. but u can...

it zhishen bday today .. deres nth more i can do juz to wish him happy birthday... for de 2 consecutive yrs.. i couldnt celebrate his bday wif him.. it was a pity la. but i juz gotta let go.. i make a effort juz like for anybody bday.. i msg them at at de strike of 12am.. so i drop him a msg at de time oso lo. hee... n remind him my 21st present.. n i juz realise i still owe him one too. coz we wanted to mit up for dinner for his 21st. but drag fro 1 yr le. so i tink.. go goin gone..... hahas..

sat 14/04 : xy birthday celebration at punggol park.. its BBQ....

well initial plan for xy bday was to slack at clarke quay wif either minds or settler cafe followed by dinin at brewerks.. but due to unforeseen circumstances(my fav line)... plan changed tp bbq at punggol park. thot is was pretty last min change.. hahawe still managed to get de food n all..n thanks for nt rainin.. hee.. de weather was juz so fine.. hee. n i muz reallie thank ch for takin de effort to go book de bbq pit. hee n of coz ryan n wal goin to hougang mall to get de desire bday cake xy wanted frm gelare.. so chosy la tis boy.. swensen he oso dun wan.. den 2 main drivers.. drivin us here n there.. appreciated.. hee.. n for de v first time i wear on a roller blade n started my bladin journey. haha 1 round ard punggol park wif xy n jul by my side.. haha it was fun la.. so i decided to make bladin session out next klass activitis instead of cyclin. haha but some still choose to cycle. i will still choose bladin.. but i muz say tis.. de fall frm bladin is so so so much more painful den cyclin la.. n i dunno y each time when i get hold of it n finally reachin de end i will end wif a fall.. hmmm... puzzled... hee

xy told ch n ryan nt to treat mi so gd. haha but himself call mi queen. haha n for his bday i gotta call him king. haha.. ch n ryan both came tellin mi tat.. hahas. but i believe they will still treat mi gd de. hee. juz chat wif jul..i ask him if he is deprivin of love. haha he say yes. n said everyone love mi.. but nt him.. all i can say is we love him too.. hmm.. his break up wif his gf was dramatic la. but i tink its a relieve lo. hmm meanie mi. hee. i muz admit i juz had so much fun wif them lo.. my jc ppl.. like queuin for donuts for hrs together...callin ryan go ask de movie ticketers if we can change cinema after buyin de tics.. haha n all la.. too much to update

n for tis special day i n him blew up our second major quarrel.. hmmmm i juz dunno wat else to say...

met up wif my gers on sat.. well well.. ena is back for a week.. i juz for family for her him.. she seems pretty depress but i suppose after seein him she feel much better ba.. dinin at lau pat sat lo.. food actually alrite onli le.. nth great oso de.. hmm. haha..but seein de aunties line dancin. i could imagine my mama doin tat under blk oso.. haha my mama damn happenin la frm onli mahjong upgrade to mj n ktv n den further upgrade to mj, ktv n tis line dancin thingy...